the best laid plans

While perusing through Vogue online (Vogue.com: The Age Issue), I came across an article featuring one of my favorite ladies, Christie Turlington. I believe that strong women will guide the world towards a better way of living. Whether these women are idols admired from a distance, or close friends and family we can turn to at any moment, they build strong bonds together in an effort to deepen our impact on positive change. I am so thankful to have such lovely and amazing people in my life!

3:24:00 = time it took to watch a very sweet video.

Rest of the day = time I spent thinking about my sweetheart because of the video.

Courtosey of le love blog.

Valentine’s day is coming, and in the spirit I dug up some of my old poetry books and selected my favorite love poems. There are certainly some classics in here, enjoy!

Good Night

As a stranger I arrived,
As a stranger again I leave.
May was kind to me
With many bunches of flowers.
The girl spoke of love,
Her mother even of marriage, -
Now the world is bleak,
The path covered by snow.

I cannot choose the time<
Of my departure;
I must find my own way
In this darkness.
With a shadow cast by the moonlight
As my traveling companion
I’ll search for animal tracks
On the white fields.

Why should I linger, waiting
Until I am driven out?
Let stray dogs howl
Outside their master’s house;
Love loves to wander
God has made her so
From one to the other.
Dear love, good night!

I will not disturb you in your dreaming,
It would be a pity to disturb your rest;
You shall not hear my footsteps
Softly, softly shut the door!
On my way out I’ll write
“Good Night” on the gate,
So that you may see
That I have thought of you.

- Good Night in Franz Peter Schubert’s Winter Journey

It’s All I Have To Bring Today

It’s all I have to bring to-day,
This, and my heart beside,
This, and my heart, and all the fields,
And all the meadows wide.
Be sure you count, should I forget,–
Some one the sum could tell,–
This, and my heart, and all the bees
Which in the clover dwell.

- Emily Dickinson

i like my body when it is with your body

i like my body when it is with your body.
It is so quite a new thing. Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body.
i like what it does, i like its hows.
i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones,
and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss,
i like kissing this and that of you,
i like,, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur,
and what-is-it comes over parting flesh . . . .

And eyes big Love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill of under me you quite so new

- ee cummings

if i love You
(thickness means
worlds inhabited by roamingly
stern bright faeries

if you love
me) distance is mind carefully
luminous with innumerable gnomes
Of complete dream

if we love each (shyly)
other, what clouds do or Silently
Flowers resembles beauty
less than our breathing

- ee cummings

Your Kiss

Your kiss, “beloved, was to me
As if all flowers of Araby,
And every fresh and fragrant rose
That ever blew, shall blow, or blows
Had all her sweetness taken up
And poured into one perfect cup
For me to drain . . .
Kiss me again!

I carry your heart

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

- ee cummings

Stopping by the woods on a snowy evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

- Robert Frost

No man is an island

No man is an island,
Entire of itself.
Each is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manner of thine own
Or of thine friend’s were.
Each man’s death diminishes me,
For I am involved in mankind.
Therefore, send not to know
For whom the bell tolls,
It tolls for thee.

- John Dunne

somewhere i have never traveled, gladly beyond

somewhere i have never traveled, gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look will easily enclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully ,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain,has such small hands

- ee cummings

Nick and the Candlestick

I am a miner. The light burns blue.
Waxy stalactites
Drip and thicken, tears

The earthen womb

Exudes from its dead boredom.
Black bat airs

Wrap me, raggy shawls,
Cold homicides.
They weld to me like plums.

Old cave of calcium
Icicles, old echoer.
Even the newts are white,

Those holy Joes.
And the fish, the fish—
Christ! They are panes of ice,

A vice of knives,
A piranha
Religion, drinking

Its first communion out of my live toes.
The candle
Gulps and recovers its small altitude,

Its yellows hearten.
O love, how did you get here?
O embryo

Remembering, even in sleep,
Your crossed position.
The blood blooms clean

In you, ruby.
The pain
You wake to is not yours.

Love, love,
I have hung our cave with roses.
With soft rugs—

The last of Victoriana.
Let the stars
Plummet to their dark address,

Let the mercuric
Atoms that cripple drip
Into the terrible well,

You are the one
Solid the spaces lean on, envious.
You are the baby in the barn.

- Sylvia Plath

by John Linscott

‘Twas the night before Boston and all through the Pru,
The rumors were thick in the land of beef stew.
At noon on the morrow one would break the hex,
A runner would run-of the opposite sex.

A girl in the race? The thought troubled Jock’s slumber.
To add insult to injury-she would wear a number.
Jock was sworn by his name-just as firm as a rock,
“Nobody runs-’less they’re wearing a jock.”

Jock scanned all the entries, and medical checks,
Which attested to fitness, but not as to sex.
“Now what’s in a name? I’ll find one that fits her.”
He checked every name, but he missed one-K. Switzer.

A “K” could be a Karl, a Kurt, or a Kim.
This “K” stood for Kathrine, who’s a her, not a him.
So the plot has been hatched, now ’til noon we must wait
For the big confrontation-our sports Watergate.

On the 19th of April at Hopkinton High
The runners were dressed with one watchful eye.
They’d heard ’bout the girl, and read all the reports,
One had to be careful when changing his shorts.

But as the time passed, and the noon hour was nigh,
No runner appeared with a mascara’d eye,
Nor with legs that weren’t hairy, were slender, not bowed,
Yes, a female was rumored-but nobody showed.

Well, the gun it was fired, after all of the fuss,
Jock sighed with relief and mounted the bus.
“Thank God there’s no woman to mess up my race,
Imagine a runner in shorts hemmed with lace.”

But there in the pack with a shape and a curl,
Jock spied Miss K. Switzer and he cried, “It’s a girl!
They’re all right to dance with the Charleston or rumba,
But girls can’t run Boston while wearing a number.”

So he sprang from the bus to collar the phony,
As he leaped to the pavement from the grasp of Will Cloney,
He weaved through the pack like a hound on the hunt,
Now he grasps for her number-no, Jock!-not the front!

Now advancing towards Jock and before he could pull back,
Came a friend of fair Kathy, who was built like a fullback.
They met there at noon on the Marathon course,
The gritty old scot-the Immovable Force.

The damsel was saved, and she sped on her way
The Story’s been told and retold to this day.
And I heard Jock exclaim as she ran out of sight,
“I think I was hit-by a woman’s right.”

When I think about spending the rest of my life with someone, I think about my Grandma. There is no one in this world that can parallel the love I had for her. Growing up I would visit her small two bedroom apartment in Anchorage, Alaska. It didn’t smell like old people, it smelled like Norway: travels, and traditions covered in cinnamon. In the back room she had hundreds of toys and games on special reserve for when my brothers, sisters, and I would come visit. We would play dress up with her fancy outfits, and she wouldn’t flinch when we draped ourselves in her expensive antique pearl necklaces.

Grandma Bea surrounded herself with the people she loved most in her life. If I have learned anything from her, it’s the very Norwegian immigrant idea that our wealth is judged by the love of the people whom with we choose to share our lives. As I walk through my mid 20s, the fog that has been surrounding my life ideals is quickly beginning to clear, revealing my desire to become rich with loving, honest, deep, and genuine relationships.

My Grandfather’s name was Arthur, Art is how I am used to hearing his name. He was a pilot in Alaska and when his plane crashed into the mountains, he died. My mom was 19 years old. Grandma Bea never re-married. I have always assumed that she had one love of her life, and in her heart she grew old with this man.

Devotion is what I think about when I think about marriage. Currently I feel unprepared and idealistic when it comes to such an engagement, and it doesn’t ever feel like a real possibility for my life. The inclusion of a man, one man, by my side from now until I die has always seemed like a distant memory and I’m not certain of its reality.

When the decision is presented to me, if ever, I am certain my answer will be the riskiest and most important one I have ever given… and will ever give.

Haley Cloyd is my best friend. She has been my competitor, my leader, my roommate, and my soulmate. Haley Cloyd and I often find ourselves in separate cities, which means we have to get creative with our connections.
Tonight, we’re on a virtual date. Skype, and a beer. Cheers to keeping the communication with old friends alive.

It’s time to start thinking about ways to improve my gait, so tonight I took my camera to the gym to record my first runner’s gait analysis video.

What’s a runner’s gait and why am I interested?
“The running gait is a unique set of actions and reactions that your foot performs while in motion to support, cushion, and balance your body.” (NB Pronation guide)

By figuring out what how my foot pronates, I can accurately purchase new shoes to help guide my foot in the right direction. This will help with more efficient movement while I run, I’ll be able to tell results through less injury, and potentially faster race times.

What I Talk About When I Talk About Running by Haruki Murakami

My review

rating: 5 of 5 stars
Haruki Murakami is an interesting man. He’s done so much with his life, and it is always surprising to me to hear about his life as a runner. Through this book, he is extremely humble about his running, which works to his advantage in expressing to the reader how important the world of running is to him.

Murakami details why he runs, which isn’t an easy question to answer, and is one which most runners struggle with every day. He talks about running as a way of life, not just something that he does to stay in shape, to be healthy, or to lose weight – although these are all results he enjoys from maintaining a runner’s lifestyle.

He also shows off his storytelling abilities by walking the reader through several races he’s done. Runners always enjoy reading about what other runners go through during training and racing. Murakami’s stories are entertaining, and inspirational.


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Nutrition for Women, Second Edition: How Eating Right Can Help You Look and Feel Your Best by Elizabeth Somer

My review

rating: 4 of 5 stars
A lot of nutrition books seem to fall into two categories: gimmick, or text book. A gimmick: http://www.amazon.com/Fat-Smas… It may work, but it’s not for everyone, however everyone buys it because it has an attractive title. A text book: http://www.amazon.com/Nutritio… It’s got a lot of information, but man… $118 dollars?

“Nutrition for Women” excels beyond the traditional gimmick, or text book parameters for nutritional books. Elizabeth Somer has a rich background as an RN, and she’s used it to gather information that applies not only to women, but everyone involved in a woman’s life. And she does this in a way that is not intimidating, but easy to read, and retain the information.

It’s a great read for anyone looking to get information that will help improve, or augment your eating habits.

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Women Who Run by Shanti Sosienski

My review

rating: 5 of 5 stars
Inspirational stories about highly motivated and driven runners… and they’re all women. This book is a must read for all women who run, especially if you’re looking for that extra push out the door with your running shoes on. Granted, it wont make you look like the woman on the cover, but it will make you feel like her… and it will make you want to go as fast as she does. Highly recommended.


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